An introduction

So ive been thinking of starting a blog for a while, and today's the day im putting that plan into action. Im using this as my form of therapy as ive always been a fan of writing as my way of venting built up frustrations  and emotional shit.
To any of my friends or family that may be reading this- this is for ME. i am by no way wanting to upset, stress, alarm or offend anyone. I am also not going to sensor it for the sake of whoever may read it. If i was to do that then there would be no point in doing this in the first place. So i guess this will be like my diary. my diary that ill share with anyone that wants a read or wants some insight into 'a day in the life'. A day in the life would probably bore the majority of people as i am merely a stay at home mum to 2 kids. 1 with Autism. This will probably feature quite heavily in anything that i write as it is enormous in our world. If you dont know what autism is then google it. As my son only got diagnosed 6 months ago i am by no way qualified to give an explanation into the complexities of the disorder. 6 months may seem like a long time but when your talking a life-long disorder that we have to learn about, to help our son navigate his way through this world, the daily challenges of general family life, money, work, a relationship, a baby, therapies for our son, 6 months is nothing. not to mention the fact that were still going through the grieving process of having our first born, only son diagnosed with ASD. Some days i think 'everything happens  for a reason and we'll get through this just fine' and i feel like i have super human powers and can conquer the world and anything it throws at us.. Other days i want to kick autism in the shins for imposing itself on my baby and our lives, these days leave me feeling completely defeated and powerless. Some times i can go through all these feelings a number of times a day.
So you, dear computer screen, will be my vent. when my heads all filled with crap and i cant make sense of any of my thoughts, this is where i will turn (if i can manage to find the time)!